Healthy & Happy.... Finally.

The symptoms started when I was about 23. Food become my mortal enemy and my body didn't act like it should. In fact, my stomach was so bloated on a consistent basis that I was sure that I was growing a tumor the size of a watermelon. I was in consistent pain and doctors would scratched their head and send me on my merry way. I didn't know how long of a fight I was in for.

After one doctor told me to turn to homeopathic medicine to fix my problems, I decided to take matters in my own hands. At this point I was 26 and most nights I was home, moaning in pain. It made dating... difficult. Here I was, in my 20's and supposed to be in the prime of my life and I was weary, exhausted, and had little patience for life because part of my mind was constantly on managing pain.

I prayed for healing, and cried, and prayed some more... and then I thought that God had forgotten me. The idea of living a normal life was beyond my grasp and I suppose that is what propelled me to decide that I better figure out a way to live contentedly by myself. I didn't even want to live with the pain, so I wasn't going to invite anyone else to live that life either.

Always grasping at relief, I pinpointed my symptoms to food. Different foods could make me feel better or worse, however the symptoms never went away completely. It was during my time in Redding where I decided that I was allergic to gluten after watching an episode of House. It seemed to make sense; the more solid the food that I ate, the more miserable I was and bread was so heavy. Not fixing things completely, in the summer of 2009 I was testing a liquid only diet-- anything to make that watermelon feeling go away.

In January 2010, there was one last food test that I had left to try. For 2 weeks (which we'll call The Frightening Fortnight), I weaned myself off of coffee, supplementing with juice, soda, and tea. Slowly, surely, surprisingly... my symptoms went away. A visit with the gastroenterologist confirmed what I was started to suspect. I wasn't allergic to gluten. I had IBS. How embarrassing, right? I have something with the word "bowel" in it. Not doing anything by halves, I started researching this condition. What was the top irritant? You guessed it: coffee. Other offenders are red meats, almonds, some dairies, and strawberries.

Once again, I have rearranged my diet, and when I stick to it, I feel 100%. Now, after almost 7 years of toil and struggle, I cry tears of relief. Daily, I have been thanking God whom I know was holding me through the worst of it all. How else could I have been healed so soon?

I'm sorry, Starbucks. We have to break up. I intend on living a normal life now.

Comments

Aly sun said…
IBS. Eek. But an answer is better than nothing. I am constantly amazed at the power of food/fuel we put into our bodies. Watch out, you jump into the "whole-istic" world and there is no stopping the craziness.
Shawna said…
I KNEW I should have gotten you stock from Tiffany Co. instead of Starbucks! I am so happy you have found relief. I hope your stock certificate doesn't remind you of pain but of a mystery solved for the better.
Tawny said…
Shawna, I just KNEW you were going to say that! I was going to write you directly because my mom and discussed this this morning after she read my blog. I love my Starbucks stock, and here's 2 reasons why: 1) My mom goes to Starbucks enough to keep my stock high and 2) Like any good, unhealthy break-up, I still visit from time to time to get a green tea frappuccino.

So... there's nothing to say but THANK YOU for working with me through the worst of my "issues." I am optimistic more often these days :)
Shawna said…
I visit often enough too and I don't even DRINK COFFEE! My addiction is sugar and they have plenty!
Alison said…
Tawny! I remember how miserable you were the last time that you came to visit. Remember walking through Beverly Hills telling me about it, and I got sympathy pains? lol. I'm so glad that it's better now. I think I would trade bread for coffee any day!

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